New years resolution number one

this is something I have been thinking about for quite a while but today I got a little wake up call ( really a rather large slap in the face).

Good Friends lost their sister today, far too young and leaving behind 5 beautiful children so in memory of her and what she went through -

 my first resolution is to try harder to live in the moment, enjoy all the little things i seem to take for granted, just the everyday stuff. I feel like I spend too much time fussing and worrying about stupid insignificant stuff, like the dishes, washing etc and not just enjoying the sound of my childrens laughter. I have already whinged enough about how I hate my job and would give everything to be at home - so then why when I am at home do I brush aside the loving cuddles of my children because the dishes need doing or similar. I am an idiot, yep I said it, who gives a rats arse about the dishes when I can spend time with the best things I have ever created. Time is short so from this moment on I am going to make the most of it.....I may need to come back and read this from time to time but that is the plan.